
My laptop died yesterday…. this week is finals.

Basically, I lost all of my semester’s work.
The worst of it is that one class is entirely taught through lecture— no book at all. So, basically, I have no way of studying for that final at all. FML.
ME RIGHT NOW:


KILL ME NOW.
MAYAN APOCALYPSE WHY ARE YOU NOT HERE YET?!?
Thank you laptop for contributing to how completely and utterly worried and stressed and angry and depressed I am by ruining my chances of passing this class.
Does anyone else get worried about being pregnant at the most inopportune times? Additionally, my period is late—so, I worried about that. I don’t remember doing anything that could cause pregnancy— but I was blacked out during a party so who knows. I hate my period but please of the sake of all that’s good, please please please start period. I cannot be pregnant. I’ve cried a couple times this month and I tear up on the dot. I never do either… is this a sign? I know stress can mess with hormonal cycles, but normally it bring my period early (not late)— thus, I’m freaking out. Completely.
Also, I found out I have to take a drug test TODAY or TOMORROW for my job offer in May—if that makes any sense. I literally have NO time between my exams and studying AND worrying about my late period AND my neighbors are always smoking. I’m kind of terrified that will show up on the test. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THIS MICKEY MOUSE BULLSHIT.

WORST DAY EVER.
I’m officially and utterly depressed. Let me go buy another tub of ice cream so I can drown my sorrows in calories and self-loathing.